as i continue on this journey of self realization, the word 'forgiveness' keeps repeating itself deep within the depths of my soul. i know i have been forgiven by the one that matters most, but forgiving myself is what haunts me. choices i made long ago that affected the lives of so many others. life unfolded before my eyes. we have now come full circle and i question some of the choices i made. would i change anything? perhaps. i missed out on so many things, so much love, as did you. i pray that you can forgive me for the choice i made so long ago as i work on forgiving myself. as we continue on our new journey, i know we cannot make up for lost time, but pray the days to come will be overflowing with discovery and joy. peace will come to us. love will overcome. we are connected in a way others cannot comprehend. i love you my sweet girl.